::Thursday, November 11, 2004::
:: Choices ::

Life is indeed full of choices...some are easy to make and some are harder to make.Some are God - honouring and some are not. When decisions are made, some live to regret while some live to enjoy the privilages and fruits that come along with it.

Thank God for church members who help me look out for temp jobs....special thanks to aunty Kezia and aunty Keturah(who help me get my present job.)

This hols, a.Kezia actually send me a temp job info to my email.It was a exhibition job doing sales. I went to the interview with Nick(Meijie went earlier). the person in charge says no gurantee that any1 of us wld get the job.anyway,to cut the long story short,he called me on mon(which was suppose to be tues)to say that he wants me for the job.He say i could convince him and he wanted me to start work the next day instead of the original next thur.I was very flattered to be the 1st person amongst the 30+ ppl to be confirm.But I rejected him(and am still feeling very guility bout it), reason being i haf to work on sunday.=( I must admit that this job is very attractive&i wanted so very much to accept it, $6 per hr(one day can work up till 12hrs&the job is 3weeks!!!)whats more,a very nice person in charge.I mean wad more can a person ask for right?

If i were to accept the job,i wld please him and myself, not God.and come to think of it,i've got other commitments in church tt demands my attention and responsibility.I told him if he cld make me a special case tt i can dun work on sunday,i'll work for him but he say to be fair to others,he cant do tt.He hope i wld change my mind(which i told him is very unlikely).sigh...

Now the job i'm in requires me to talk with parents(and u wont believe how unreasonable and stingy some parents can be!),write receipts for the never ending cheques,paper work, computer stuff.the best part is,the learning centre is close on sunday(but the pay is lesser compared to the exhibition 1),unlike many other centres.Its a 9-6 job, mon-sat.when sch reopens,i can continue working der for 2-3 sat a mth.

Whatever it is, i made a decision that I dun feel guilty bout to God.Believe me,to come to this decision is very difficult for me,giving me no peace of mind till the day i told him No.Pray for me that i'll be able to do the current job well and my results tt is coming out tml!

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