::Thursday, February 05, 2004::
:: Is there any1 i can trust? ::

finally got the courage to confront my fren but it didnt turn out to what i expect it to be....she deny all the stuff that has been told to me by another fren by coming up with good 'explainations' for them.i dont know who and what to believe.

now i feel that other than God there's no one i can trust(or is there? some1 pls give me some assurance). can i trust my fellow shomerims, church bretherns?some1 once told me,'put your trust in God bcos man, be it christian or non christian fails.' do we too as children of God is like the world,are nice to every1, putting on our mask,our sunday best but yet deep down in our heart, we don't feel the same way we have present ourselves in front of others?

why must man be so hypocritical?why cant we treat ppl truely from the heart and be ourselves?or i'm i just being naive to still think that we should treat each other sincerely from the heart?

i feel very tired, absolutely tired to think that whatever ppl say to me, i've to think twice and see whether behind their words are there hidden agenda or whatever....

i'm interested in the jogging thing but i haf very poor stamina(dun snicker!=<)it depends where u ppl r going to jog and what time....maybe having company is better than jogging alone...;)

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